So this is definaltely not very interesting but I'm watching The 40-Year-Old Virgin...I just got it in the mail today!!!! haha...It's been out for how long and I'm just now getting it in the mail??? DAMN YOU Columbia House DvD!!! I need Jen's new number because I don't have it...it got lost and now I'm Jenless!! OH and did u know that the guy who plays Josh in the movie Clueless is in The 40-Year-Old Virgin...and this guy in the movie keeps talkin about a woman getting fucked by a horse...EW!

I wish that I could hangout with the kids I used to. BUT they all have lives and go to college and work and I'm just a lazy quote unquote house-wife...that doesn't work and spends most of her time preparing to have a baby. I wish I worked but now that I'm showing no one wants to hire me because it's obvious that I'm pregnant and I'm a "Liability" BULLSHIT!!!!! I'm not a fucking liability because I'm pregnant give me fucking desk work and we'll be JUST FINE!!! But I'm gonna quit bitching.

Updates Possible...

XoXo

~Ash

MUAH!

So I'm officially over all the bull shit. I haven't updated in awhile so I've decided that I need to hitch up the band wagon and write how I've been feeling. I graduated high school FIANLLY in August '07...so i was still in he graduating class of '07 just not in May like everyone else. I didn't know a single person at my graduation becasue I had to graduate with a school I've never been to any classes at, just had classes through. I was locked up in a stupid program from March to October and I'm currently sick sick sick!I think I may even have a fever...grrrr.

I've also decided I need to DYE my hair but I don't know if i can use regular dye because i'm friggin prego and I guess when ur prego you can't use anything with ammonia in it...so what if  I use hair dye that doesn't have ammonia in it? would that be safe? I think I'm gonna call the pharmacy and ask if it's ok. I wanna dye my hair like 3 different colors and I think it will look pretty cool...i'm thinking RED and BURGANDY with BLACK streaks....but I'm not sure if my hunny will let me...he might think it's too outrageous....but I reallly really really want to....if not that then I'm also thinking Blond on the bottom with Burgandy on the top with black low lights.....but I have no idea...im confused!!

I'm trying to grow up faster than how I've been growing...I need to grow up faster actaully...I have a baby due in July and I need to make sure that I'm able to make more mature and rational decisions...but I still need to dye my hair and I'm gonna have Josh pick out colors for me so that I can do what I want with it..i'm gonna look for pics on how I want my hair cut and whatnot and I'm gonna have Josh pick one out of my final 2 choices and VOILA! I'll have new hair!!! haha

I'm gonna have to get off of here and hopefully I'll continue to update this thing and keep everyone informed on what's going on in my life....

XoXo

~Ash

MUAH!

OH BTW Happy Valentine's Day!!!

So I went to warped yestrday. I had so much fun and got to meet the guys from AIDEN!!! OMG it was amazing!!!

I wanna do something tonight, like get drunk or something...I need to get wild n crazy sometimes don't I???

Possible updates later

yeah so I'm watching Donnie Darko and I keep thinking how it would be amazing if Jen would call me and we could hang out tonight at the tattoo shop and maybe she could spend the night with me because that's something we haven't done since last summer...

Today I went to the mall and it was very depressing. But before that I woke up, took a shower, put on cartoons and fell asleep in the chair... I reawoke to the sound of the phone ringing...my gal pal carrie was on the line she came over and i dyed her hair then i went out to lunch with my gramma and my dad. I gave him the dumbest most retarded father's day card i could find. But other than that I went to the mall like I said which wasn't so bad...I ran into a good friend of mine there named Jon. Jon is amazingly gay and calls all straight people breeders. I found this really cute and couldn't help but laugh.

I wanna hang out with Jennifer tonight so bad! More so than Weston or Jared, who both suck! Maybe I'll call Jen now....Lord only knows how bad I need to call her.

Possible updates later,

Ashleigh